The end does not always justify the means,

Happy happy 100th day, lovely (D).
It's been real fast, and this love's getting stronger yeah?
Hahahah, im loving you lots! :D xoxo.
Oh, and Enqi's loved too! :)
Im working hard, really hard.
God, thanks for the strength you've given.
I need your wisdom, get me pass next week's papers.
" Im going to do it, chemistry! "
Today's back to school, and it's lifeless. Spent whole day doing Amaths tys, and time just passed by like that. It's the last geog lesson with Mdm Khong, and somehow Im gna miss it, very much. Ever regretted taking up full geog, but it turned out we are all working hard for it :) And with her words of enlightenment, we will i believed. Dearest and Ant accompany me to Lot1, and we cabbed there instead. Bought books, and went over for lunch at my place. And the super super big rain sucks big hell, where's Mr Sun? Hawhaw! :D Mugged at Mac, while the 2 guys were oh so addicted to Bomberman. Lmao, they can't stop making me laugh like mad. Idk why, it's natural reaction when i listened to their conv or looked at them. Hardcore chionging Amaths, and Chemistry. Satisfaction with my progress, but im gna push a lil harder.
Lastly, I can't believed what Ive heard. And that got me really disappointed and deep hatred for that pathetic guy. Fine, i aint in the right position to comment on anything as it somehow is due to me, for them to have this misunderstanding. But it's just too much, to be getting personal stuffs into work. If there's how one's gna get back where he lost, he's super wrong. And you, bastard, got it super wrong too. You may have gain pity from the whoever you have confide to, but have they really heard both sides of the story, or have they heard what's the whole damn thing about. You've suffered, what about me? Do they know what you did to me in the past, do they know how you ever hurt me too. Do they even know how you hurt the other gals too. Oh fine, you're innocent. That's bullshit. What about those who had put in so much effort to cheer me up when i'm fucking affected by you, you were nothing compared to them. Holding on for these few months for me? And doing those things to get back on one whom you assumed stole you loved one. Wondered why i have not tried loving you back after so much breakups, and patch. Why not patch up again, giving you another chance? You don't even know about yourself, you lost your heart and mind. Like that past, you always think you're right, and nothing in the world had been correct once they've hurt you or offended you. No longer one i knew when i first saw you.Now, Selfish and childish is the only words I can use on you. You're really sly, and having to be threatened by you just sucks to the xcore. Like how i have been hung up by your nonsense despite so many people advicing me. Im really amazed that i wasn't affected this time round, except worry for Dearest. But he's able to stand strong with it. You've done it, and well done keep it up, you're happy with what's done and how things have turned out? But it makes me hate you more. To stirred up more conflicts was what you ever wanted to get back your misery, so be it. In whatever ways you do, it wont have any turn back or any damn negative effect on me ANYMORE. The little support that I thought i'll be able to give to you for your competition was gone down the drain, and it's never gna be meant for you. Why do this, and somehow someday whatever you do, im sure won't be of any use anymore. And seriously, just disappear. I really hope you could read this, Asshole.
Happy happy 100th day, lovely (D).
It's been real fast, and this love's getting stronger yeah?
Hahahah, im loving you lots! :D xoxo.
Oh, and Enqi's loved too! :)
Im working hard, really hard.
God, thanks for the strength you've given.
I need your wisdom, get me pass next week's papers.
" Im going to do it, chemistry! "
Today's back to school, and it's lifeless. Spent whole day doing Amaths tys, and time just passed by like that. It's the last geog lesson with Mdm Khong, and somehow Im gna miss it, very much. Ever regretted taking up full geog, but it turned out we are all working hard for it :) And with her words of enlightenment, we will i believed. Dearest and Ant accompany me to Lot1, and we cabbed there instead. Bought books, and went over for lunch at my place. And the super super big rain sucks big hell, where's Mr Sun? Hawhaw! :D Mugged at Mac, while the 2 guys were oh so addicted to Bomberman. Lmao, they can't stop making me laugh like mad. Idk why, it's natural reaction when i listened to their conv or looked at them. Hardcore chionging Amaths, and Chemistry. Satisfaction with my progress, but im gna push a lil harder.
Lastly, I can't believed what Ive heard. And that got me really disappointed and deep hatred for that pathetic guy. Fine, i aint in the right position to comment on anything as it somehow is due to me, for them to have this misunderstanding. But it's just too much, to be getting personal stuffs into work. If there's how one's gna get back where he lost, he's super wrong. And you, bastard, got it super wrong too. You may have gain pity from the whoever you have confide to, but have they really heard both sides of the story, or have they heard what's the whole damn thing about. You've suffered, what about me? Do they know what you did to me in the past, do they know how you ever hurt me too. Do they even know how you hurt the other gals too. Oh fine, you're innocent. That's bullshit. What about those who had put in so much effort to cheer me up when i'm fucking affected by you, you were nothing compared to them. Holding on for these few months for me? And doing those things to get back on one whom you assumed stole you loved one. Wondered why i have not tried loving you back after so much breakups, and patch. Why not patch up again, giving you another chance? You don't even know about yourself, you lost your heart and mind. Like that past, you always think you're right, and nothing in the world had been correct once they've hurt you or offended you. No longer one i knew when i first saw you.Now, Selfish and childish is the only words I can use on you. You're really sly, and having to be threatened by you just sucks to the xcore. Like how i have been hung up by your nonsense despite so many people advicing me. Im really amazed that i wasn't affected this time round, except worry for Dearest. But he's able to stand strong with it. You've done it, and well done keep it up, you're happy with what's done and how things have turned out? But it makes me hate you more. To stirred up more conflicts was what you ever wanted to get back your misery, so be it. In whatever ways you do, it wont have any turn back or any damn negative effect on me ANYMORE. The little support that I thought i'll be able to give to you for your competition was gone down the drain, and it's never gna be meant for you. Why do this, and somehow someday whatever you do, im sure won't be of any use anymore. And seriously, just disappear. I really hope you could read this, Asshole.
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