It's going nowhere else better.

I've convinced myself not to think, really not to think of it anymore. It's better seeing you being happy than to ever get my misery onto you. I may not have changed to understand you, but i knew what you wanted after so much things. It's hard letting go of things sometimes, but if it makes things a little simpler for everyone, including my dearest friend you, i will. Today was another day that showed me everything, everything of how things were going on. I ain't going to question anyone or even blamed anyone, i knew what it meant. I treasured, and still counting the days when we shared almost everything under the sun together.

It's fourteen, 14 days to O's. Am i getting further away from my target, in fact I do feel it this way. I haven't been doing much, though I don't know why time must fly so fast. It's going to be easy only when hardwork is put in. Distractions must be cast aside, and i've yet to overcome that.

Things just seemed to not going on the right track. And i trust my feeling, i feel something ain't right, be it with relationship or with how my life's going on. It's missing something, y'know a little something. It's either after so much things that i changed or just everyone else has changed and be on the different track right now. Happy doesn't mean it's all alright, but life still goes on and no one would stop to wait for you, even time. I've lots of things i want to vent out, but it's not the right time. I must persuade myself, what's really the most important thing in my path right now, and im going to see a finishing line to my happiness soon.

I know, I'll be alright.
God's in control of everything,
His love's the power to our smiles.