Aimlessly,

Life's still rather mundane, even knowing that O's are over. I feel so friggin empty somehow like there's nothing to do anymore. But it's a good thing, I can really take a good good break.

Stayed at home the whole day, giving myself a real break away from everything else. Flipping through old stuffs and photographs in the bookshelf, surfing net, and letting thoughts invade my mind. I thought it's kind of weird, but i had really got nothing in my mind right now, Empty. Caught up with cousin at Westmall in the afternoon, and she was out with her friends for the last time. And somehow I thought of how my secondary school life ended, with much regrets. Anw, lunch with her and she accompany me around cuz i was really ______.

Im having bad moodswings. Gah :/
Dearest Sitting Partner's out to work, & i wished i could too.
At least i would not think otherwise.

I don't get it, anymore.
Is it all so difficult?
I couldn't seemed to find any answers.
Where'd my brave side gone to?