I'm just walking trying to see through the rain coming down,

Gahgahgahhhhhhh,
Somehow those unpleasant things flow back into my mind.
And it's hard though, to forget and really don't think of it.
I need a break, really good one which I deserve i guessed :)

Adding on, I'm disappointed.
For once, i told myself i should give them a chance and give trust.
But it seemed that i'm all wrong, from the start.
For having the intention to keep this CCA alive, though it's hard.
Though i'm not there, i sense how _______ the situation was.
I'm not supposed to be there anymore, so why bother? Wth!
I cant sense any responsibility, any correct attitude towards it.
F.

Work today, shift's from 9am to 5pm.
And it's like _______, and i'm trying to keep my weary legs straight.
Those typical customers really turns me off, like F***

Anyway, rushed back to Dunearn for like nothing i guessed.
Met Dearest Sitting Partner and Belle at the school gate, but they went off in a while. Strolled around, collected my stuff from the office and waited for that kuku head to finish the staff games. Ohwell, the time while waiting, i suddenly thought about the old school days. Be it happy or sad, the growing up process! Went over to the coffeeshop near school with Ant and Dearest for dinner, my stomach's grumbling after one whole long day.

Speaking of school, it just reminded me of 120109.
3 more days! I need the strength man.

Off for polys open house tmrw, good break finally.