Reality seemed way far from imagination,

Finally, I could no longer hold back any emotions.
Shoooooo, i hate those tears dripping down my face. Gah! :/
There's just too much ..... too much things going on nowadays.
Happy things aside, much of changes within my life i guessed?

The misunderstandings and distrust between me and them
If i can be better, i would. Why do they think otherwise instead?
I just need some space for myself, for me to release stress after long day work too. There's too much other than this.

Anyway, i finally got the cliques back for CNY celebration in Dss yesterday. But dearest yuan wasn't able to make it.
Performance was average, except for some parts and the finale item.
Lunched, bballed, chit-chatted and went on separate ways.
Ant and me accompanied Dearest for his eye check-up, entertained ourselves with the blasting of music and pranking the exchange of phones. Lot1, and left for work in the late afternoon.

Was supposed to get the cliques together for another lunch/dinner gathering, but i don't seemed to get any response till now. Now, i became to miss the mugging sessions in the past and jotting down the events that's gonna happen in the calendar of me and dearest sitting partner. The big clique now, which i don't know where has it gone to. Different directions, different hang-outs, different lives. It's the usual 3 of us, me ant ham, every now and then. Maybe, somehow I'm just thinking too much. I don't know anymore?

Ended work at 12am last night, work at 630am today.
Cecilia's my partner beside me again! :)
The non stop crowd really can make me go bonkers.
Anyway, met my kukuhead and headed over to town area.
KFC for super late lunch, and headed back to his house for dinner!
Sorry (L)

The big Reunion dinner day, CNY's eve tmrw.
I ain't any excited about it, but rather the part of getting ang-bao(s)
Work tomorrow AGAIN.

Im shag out!
I pray, everything will be better soon.



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